6. Staying.

At this point I am fairly clear that I want to do my 3 months meditation retreat. Working on the process. Serving and dissolving ego. Living with Lin, Engage in communities. Continue growing my career as a programmer and eventually start something of my own. Having healthy food and routine. Helping parents if they need. And solving my problem.

Searching more is not really what I am looking for. Going out of India for work is not really practical and wholesome. If I can not do 6 months meditation then how is it practical.

I can get paid same here, and I can work with smart people from here as well. And even though it is not important, I can still travel to different countries. And I do need to take care of these things like buying house and car and setting up a place where I belong.