analytical mind.

do I need to say, the quality of life is quite proportionate to quality of mind. and I can clearly notice, the dullness I am developing in my mind. I am a software engineer. fundamentally my job is to solve puzzle. the complex puzzles. and I wonder why I am not enjoying my job. this is clearly a foundational area that needs to be worked upon.

I am doing very poisonous thing here. I have associated my capability to solve problem with my self image. so If I struggle in it. I feel like failing.

I was quite good in math. atleast best in my class. pretty good chess player as well. ( may be because of social image thing ) but I let this capability of mine became dull. and it is effecting me seriously.

I need to get this thing polished and this will be one thing I will introduce this week.