Being Father

Yesterday Lin told me that she is pregnant, she was concerned that she is not ready and body issues will go to kids.

I feel a strong sense of happiness and joy. A part deep inside me knew I wanted this. There was a sense of let go of unnecessary junk. There was a sense of seriousness. The relationship and marriage feel more right.

I had a fear deep inside that this was important and I will miss it. I know I want this. All the research is pointing towards it.

Now it comes with a lot of challenges. One is taking the best possible route for delivery. Keeping it healthy. Decision about where to grow the kid.

There are a few things that are important for me and there are a lot of time I waste in Junk.