Confused.

I am in the state of confusion. Once I resigned from namshi. I am feeling a sense of urgency. And I am running around to feel the work is getting done.
I am restless. Momentarily I don’t have a compass or map.

It is understandable. The current state of mind in itself is poor. And if necessary go to red into white scene. I can not force it enough just meditate exercise and read.

See the problem with this state of mind is it kind of block wisdom.