confusion

there are times when I enjoy what I do. and than there are times when I hate the same things. and the major governing factor seems to be confusion.

when I am not really sure what I am doing. in my job or plain life. time seems very hard. I just want to get away from the current situations. when I understand how things are working it becomes more of a play.

so in general when i feel bad or not enjoying my job. the first question should always be am I confused about something? or am I using hit and trial method to solve a problem? if the answer is yes. i should stop working and make sure I understand the goal/concept properly.

there is huge difference in being productive and just keep working ( so that I can feel like I am being productive ).

confusion also seems like a governing factor for developing aversion towards certain things.