Contemplation.

One no brainer is to somehow be free from this automatic low quality model that reacts on every action. It is a big drainer. I do not want to live life based on suggestions coming from there. Its strategies are get blocked in confusion, try to satisfy all the desires. compete and win from everybody around you. Sense satisfactions etc. I do not want to engage in that.

Conscious model and practice, I can choose to solve important problem, practice right virtues, and very intentionally build and chose what is important to me and how I wanna live my life.

Experience awareness, I wanna explore deeper self, awareness, and qualities that are attached to that. I wanna experience that.