Day #49.

Lin replied I shouldn’t tell anyone that she is getting weight.

In the evening I just sat in cafe and cool off, when the impulsive nature arises it seems better to not engage instead of getting swept away by clicking and going down to spiral.

While talking to vignesh I was loosing control.

I didn’t felt like doing the 4 clock session but we did it anyway. in that session himasnhu was telling oh in one shot, And I said someone has to be selected.

In the lunch I was telling about my journey in women land.

Yesterday Ashish had a very strange conversation, he was advicing me about why I am not getting married to lin etc, what is stopping me, in a way challanging me and creating very unsafe env. Asking very person questions with high degree of judgement. then I started to ask him question about his pursuit for the women, and he was getting emotional and unstable. It was hard to flow conversation with him.

I forgot my laptop in cafe and found it.