Dream.
I don’t want to be my mom, and her need to live for other peoples’ approval. I don’t want to be the guy on the bus, endlessly scrolling and hoping to get hit. I don’t want to be the old man being shocked. I don’t want to be the person who wants to have sex with a little girl in the store. This is the path of the mind. I don’t want to be maneesh fat and unhealthy. This is the default. This is where It takes you. I don’t want to be kewat living for the hobbies.
I wanna help that little kid begging on the road. I wanna help those old couple begging for the food. I wanna create something which let them make their life easy and they can also live with dignity.
I wanna see what is my potential, how big of the problem I can solve. How much I can contribute. I wanna see how hard and how smart a human can actually work. How much I carry on my back?
I wanna see how far I can walk on the path of Budha. Can Nirvana be attained?
Can I master the technology. Can I become expert in ML and Can I build something beautiful. Can I make the next technincal advancement.