fear - peoples

so ofcourse ( now ) it turns out. places don’t intimidate me be it a shopping mall shop with most fancy design or probably 7star hotel. it’s the certain kind of people that intimidate me.

so if I think on the very surface level, people who are very “glamours”, mean, judgemental and project very high confidence intimidate me.

to be honest at some level I do understand ( not realised ). there is something inside me that intimidate me. not people or anything external. but I guess, I just can’t see the centre of onion without peeling the layers first.

so how can I get more data on it. of-course I would meditate on it. but real raw data can only be gathered with direct contact. ( oh ya I am feeling resistance ). ofcourse my office is nice place. I know people in my team that intimidate me. the other option seems like meetups, and gatherings where I can have direct contact to these peoples.

so from here lets