PS #02. Let go the lower mind.
There are certain patterns of mind, lower impulses. Follwoing are the ones that I am facing. These are not strong but If I am not commited than they take precedent.
The clicking, just like the person, on the bus, so addicted. It leads to headaches. Just clicking is a habit and it is destructive. There is not even pleasure. Only if I am feeling unhappy then it holds the potential for hit. Now what I am looking for hits like acceptance and whatApp. If I get hit the reinforcement happens. I don’t want this anymore. Because of the old habit.I might feel urge, but I don’t want to take the drugs. And I am interested in blackholes. I don’t find happiness here. There is an only a disaster here.
The second is looking at the women, It is kind of the place it takes you the old man offering water to that girl, The shopkeeper harashing the girl. Yes it feels pleasurable to see a young body, so what. Donut also taste good.
The third is chai, food. This is also equally dangerous. All the suddent the places starts to look good that has no inharent value. There things creats the dillusion. People are killing other beings for the taste.
Also let go of the happiness of acceptance, winning… and lethargy.
I don’t want to find happiness in these things. They are drugs and blackholes.
Find the joy and happiness in something else.