PS # 02. Unchecked Mind.

The actions are inferior and ran by the mind. It drains energy, leads to the actions that are not in the best interest of myself. And it is also a path which keep getting me deeper and deeper into hell.

Yesterday I scold on Lin. And it will make the relationship harder. This is the 3rd Chai today. My potty is hard, I am at the half of the productivity level, I am looking at women, and chances are I might even got the virus, becuase I am careless. And this is just starting, later. Amont all the path, this is the one I don’t want to travel. Period.

This is the process. And I am following it. And it is taking me lower. The deeper I am the harder, it is to come out. And failure is guaranteed.

How can I change this. This trajectory.

The commitment has to be there. First.

Now if you have moved in this direction, You will have to reverse the process.

Create a clear picture, Proritize it. What is so difficult about it.