Retreat #06. Relationship

There are several things I fear about the relationship.

• What if I get the better option person (Younger! smarter! beautiful! )?
• What if She get sick?

But I like talking to her and her stupid laughs.

My basic current approach to relationship is I do want to experience all but I don’t want to experience any burden.

Why relationship?

• to experience love?
• to experience genuine care?
• to have a shared experience?
• to have someone who is there for you?
• slowly it transforms you?

• it helps me to become a better person?

• to not feel lonely?

• to fulfill the desires?

I want to make me feel happy and the only way to make me happy by fulfilling my desires and avoid fears.