the clean slate

I wanna leave behind all the past. really all the social contact, all the belief, all my pride, worry, achievement and everything. start over and start putting everything with careful thoughts. it’s like emptying the whole closet and starting over. everything that is inside has to prove it’s worth. ofcourse some of the old thing will be there. but by default everything is out.

the foundation has to be rebuilt. i need to own the thoughts i put in my life. I need to own the rituals i want to integrate in my life.

no matter how hard it is. I would not entertain anything that is not in the closet. and if it wants to make it closest, it needs to prove it’s worth.

so the obvious first task is, how to clean my slate and what are things from past that deserve to be in.