Where am I in the inner Journey? And where to move?

There is a distancing happening within me, between sense of awareness and mental activity, even heart related activity. The more distance and understanding increases the more librated I become from the mental chaos, desires, body etc… It is said the nature of that is beautiful, compassionate, complete etc…

Understanding it, realising it, and getting established in it is the goal.

There is suffering in the way pysche is functioning, the habits, illusion, and attachments etc… There are many concerning elements here. And it can be improved.

Mind and heart combo is nothing but the set of desires, structure, and