books.

I read books this week like it was my full time job this week. I read, take notes and draw. interestingly I read to decent size books with the way I would like to read. read/summerize/draw. most of the time I spent in summarizing. a step which could be removed digitally. reading and drawing is usually fun. what everyBody is saying.

the point of reading books - the whole point of reading books, is to help you see clearly. understand better. sort of shades some light on things.

framework - one of the major benefit of reading book is. it gives a kind of framework to look at the problem. it also break down the problem in smaller chunks. You need to have the idea of problem you want to solve and it will give structure to whole idea and fairly good findings in that area.

new ideas- it also expand the data points, brings new ideas all together example NLP. which sort of brings new angle and open new areas.

solving a problem - like a google map if you know where you Wanna go, finding direction can be done here.

turing suggestion machine - after all mind will keep suggesting, reading can definately switch it. like a healthy diet for mind.

It does help me to get closer to my purpose.

problems -

waiting for the colored map and putting life on hold -
it puts me in waiting zone. I kind of lean into this, use it to not participate in the world. sometime I just have no fucking clue, what to do and in those cases it might be fine to go full throtal for reading and meditating. but there is also sometimes when it is clear that I can take actions, or I have enough information to take action but I sort of wait and lean into this. instead of taking actions. the problem is I behave like rest of the knowledge I have is kind of useless. and it makes no sense to use that.