A desire based on understanding.

One pattern is to resolve a circular pattern of mind. Lack of soical skill. The survival desire. It has emotion. It bothers me If I am not handling them.

The another kind of emotional pull is habit based. If I don’t meditate or take a bath it bothers me.

Then there is something like meeting J. I don’t have a desire, I don’t have no desire.

Then there is wholesome desires, desires to cultivate myself. Better understanding, being in good health. Etc.

Then there are desires rooted completely in understanding, doing selfless service. When the flow of samskara comes, it becomes interesting.

There is another desire to travel the world. I can choose to manifest it or let it go. If I choose it. I have to go through the whole process. And in that process I might become much better person.