a good authority.

so for the whole week I was excited, learning, analyzing, working and moving. today I am feeling a bit lost, and weird kind of unease. why ? it happens when I am doing something beyond it needs, when I am latching on something too much when I should not be. it is the way something inside me tells me to steer in other direction.

pushing too hard - pushing too hard, is a sort of greed and I do need to know when to stop. it affects later. if you have decided to work 4-5 hour each day than just work that much. don’t try to squeeze another 30 min at the cost of later ruining your meditation and sleep. which impacts tomorrow progress. you are not going to reach very far in that 30 min. when time is over close your computer and move. participate and enjoy other aspect of life.