A noble goal.

There is an external world and then there is an internal world. There are things in the external world that needs to be taken care of, there are things in the internal world which are not clear. Who am I, how the mind works, how to be in charge, what is the truth, how things really are, If I am not body, mind and ego then what am I, how far I need to go, How to disolve the samsakara, how to live a strong life. What is the nature of the reality, what are the cause and effect. Extreme clarity on this level. What to do in every moment. Clarity on this level. I get it, it is vague but I will resolve it.

Then what I wanna do in the world. what kind of work, what kind of relationships. what are the ethics and how I wanna live?