Balance.

Too many balls in the air, meditation, installing the habits, Revamping the tech stack, mentoring, social dynamics, relationship, family, yoga, food. Then again I am not moving in any prescribed direction, loosing on the clarity of knowing what matters.

Again play the long-term goal. And having these kind of feeling is usually the sign of needing to come back to the center, there is another interpretation that is you are on the edge of your current limits.

I don’t want to compromise on the intensity but the truth is I can only do so much in a day. And within the chaos of this, you need to learn to move forward.

The flow should not be stopped, the flow will be the same. You will have to learn to dance within this flow. In this you need to create the ritual and anchors and direction. Ofcourse I will go to meditation retreats but this intensity is the baseline you need to work with.