Bramhcharaya.

This is one of the pricipets from Buddha, Niyama by Patanjali, Mahatma Gandhi recommends this, Benjamin frankline recommands this, napolian hill puts a whole chapter on this. This is important. Every other precepts I am following but his one.

At this point in time I am actually exploring sex. Experiencing it. With the experience and awareness I can develop the clarity in this crucial aspect of life. With the experience like alcohol I can leave it altogether or find it right place. Every time I bhog this, I am actually reencouraging this.

The more I want it the weaker I becomes, today Lin told me I have more self decipline than you, and she is right, I am constantly asking and this ask is increasing. Not to understand but to experience it more. And that increases the desire.

It is so much on display that it is hard to miss, almost everything that is being spoken, or being shown is about sex. And then there is dress, the makeup and distortion of image.

The more a girl do makeup and heels and dress, the more she is looking for attention and more attention she got the more she wants to do it, to get it more, on the other hand from the guy points to view it evoke the desire, the more it stimulates the desire, the more he wants. Both parties want their personal gratification. There is no satisfaction or end in this, but it feels pleasent in the moment.