CC exercise #1. subtle offense.

I was being vulnerable and akhil made a laughing gesture. it is subtle but I felt offensive. the same way the guy who was rolling the joint.

I want the opporutnity to clean off my ego, I want him to grow, I want the relationship to be mutually uplifting.

with strangers, I want to be treated fairly, I didn’t like the attitude of the guy at satyam.

I went to the silence, I felt disrespected, the story was he was making fun of me, the fact was akhil laughed.

I went defensive, I felt strongly disrespected, the story was he is showing me attitude, he looked me up and down.

I was telling villan stories.

Akhil are you laughing, it feels as though you are making fun of me, is it so?

“ye kya hai”

I shared with him the info valunteerly, I did feel disrespected for a such a small things,

maybe my presence reminds him about he is going on the wrong path, maybe be he was feeling insecure and just making fun, maybe I said something that triggered all this with akhil.

why a reasonable person will do it.
he was trying to lighten up the mood and he is living in such scenario where this is most common and is the idea of fun.

the other person is just in that state, and I asked him to fill the water. knowing very well, yesterday he mentioned it.