closure !!

I am having hard time to complete what I started ~5 months ago. I thought of doing certain learning before I would start freelancing again. I don’t have much doubt in a way I am doing things thats how I do stuffs. to be honest there were some challenging ( technically ) problems I faced but I didn’t actually stuck anywhere. infect in general I maintain a very good attitude of “struggle is progress”.

but now when I am above 95% of goal. things are a bit harder, simpler problems seems much harder. frequently in panic. haven’t done meditation and exercise in last 3 days ( very unusual ). it seems like resistance is much more powerful now.

but why ?

I guess it kind of happens all the time but to be honest this is the first time i am looking into it more curiously. it seems like a natural force it is hard to penetrate in the last. this is why so many people just give up. hard doesn’t seems like a bad thing it seems more like a challenging thing. bring it on !

it is such a perfect opportunity to get face to face with the resistance demon. I wanna slay it. it is the quality I really want to posses.