Comparison.

A communication happens with health guy, something inside me knotted. The guy told me he had a wonderful life, girls, travel, running company. Something hit me there.

Then he started to act as, if he is providing me acceptance. Let me check your website and in 2 min. Ya that was good. There is non verbal rejection, even though the words are different even opposite.

In his world he is pretty important and then he is judging and deciding my place in that world.

My state of mind is slightly off. In terms of what to do next. And unsurity that comes from living in uncertainty.

Unsure, comparison, non verbal or even verbal rejection of other.