chapter #1 -Confusion to clarity.

*chapter -1 * the pain of a confused life.

2014, On surface everything looks good, I had a good job, good family, decent friends, relaxed life and a lot of tv shows in my computer.

In reality, I had no idea what I was doing, as my experince growing, my passion from my job was dripping really fast. Friend, family and relationship felt like a lot of work than a ride of joy, but than being alone felt even worse. And those tv shows in my computer, they seems to loose their color but start serving the purpose of keeping me busy.My strategy of a good life was to keep myself busy, all the time. And it wasn’t working.

Everywhere I turn my head around, everyone seems to propose a solution. Socialise more, watch game of thrones, buy our petrol - it’s enviorment friendly. Nobody seems to bother to give any diagnosis.

I wasn’t in a pit, abusing drugs, or depressed. But common sense inside me was wispering a simple fact. Even if I am not really in a bad shape at the moment, I am certainly moving in that direction, and keeping myself busy all the time, isn’t producing a trace of satisfaction in my heart.

The simple fact was, Deep down, I had no idea what i want or even care about. I accepted it, and asked a simple question, how can I know?

For next 3 years I travelled, read fanatically and constantly experimented with my life. In that period I meditated, valuneteer, acting, mentoring, business, lived in solitude, hostels, abroad, village. To understand what really matters.

This book is about a practical framework, I end up cultivating and adopting over these years of experiments, that gives clear direction and meaning to what is really important to me subjectively. And it is my sincere expectation that it will help reader logically and practically align their life with what is really important to them.