Day #36

I was in standup and all the sudden akshay made a suggestion on well let’s do the cross reviews. This adds burden on me and even though I am agreed to the cause, silentetly being agreed doesnot sound good idea. being silent means being agree.

In the evening I kind of showed the disppointment towards vignesh and it wasn’t pleasent for him as he is trying his best. same with humiliating tanya and mohammed. They are doing their best.

In the conversation with konark I was too agreeable.

In the evening kind of air is coming which passed off soon. In that time zone it emotion and voice feels very unstable and fast moving and irrational. espeically when you are struggling and that is the whole point.

I seemed kind of surprised and konark was telling me more. Same conversation again happend and this time I did the right action.

I stayed on track with what I decided even when mind was fluctuating.