Day #05.

As ME progress through the day, Me saw the poor serving with CCD. me could have made a better decision if consider other options.

Me Interact with saloon guy, Saloon guy was in his own world, Directly making telling that you are going to loose something that me care about. and then repairing it. Me couldn’t take it personally, and it was very natural. He explaining why he said it with funny reason, If you are in peace with the object me will take it lightly, if not me than me should watch the sensation of aversion.

Then I read the message of Lin, She was hurt and she was blaming me and telling me she liked me, In meditation I notice the me’s desire to justify, and deep sorrow.

Keep watching and keep letting go.

 
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