Day #106

I failed Toptal and in the meditation, it was noisy in the sense that I was thinking about sex and checking time etc.

I was in conflicts with whether to follow my value of continuous learning and do not waste time or keep the mind fresh for Toptal interview.

The interviewer was kind of rude when he said, listen to what I said, and I comply when he raised his voice.

Because I desire the selection in Toptal, my mental state was at unease afterwards, I was compromising with what I value more, this question of sacrificing the desires or compromising the values.