Day #30.

There is lower and uncomfortable aspect of the voice in the head that is at some level is bothering. The voice is there and the reaction is happening and I am loosing time.

There is voice saying I am dumb kind of thing, I will be recharge when go to vipassana for the day. later I will do that.

There was a girl sitting in front of me, mind gets attracted and then it was playing with it, juding her and all that. The same kind of incident with tanya.

I did move forward in the sense of doing some vue. and graphql and code review.

 
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