Day #43.
The incident in bus happened while I clearly know where is the silk board I kept asking the driver and he pretend that he doesn’t listen, and then he look back and gave me a wired smile.
While in the auto I felt unease seeing indian people trying hard to qualify for the musician’s attention and I was playing important.
Musician paid 200rs while asked for 100 bucks.
I conversation with dhamma sevak around the hindhu muslim and goneka ji and osho, so is mumbai guy displaying winning argument about cow and milk.
There was a sense that I can not really find truth by listening to sandeep or others, sooner or later their point of view ( vishva and brain chemistry comes ) and it leaves me at unease.