Day #47.
I gave reprement to vignesh, there wasn’t a trace of anger in me, He tried to justify but his performance wasn’t matching up.
The standard process of flashing out the ideas and then arranging them.
In the evening it becomes clear when you are going in the unhealthy direction. when you start taking the decision without thinking.
I was waiting for the Lin’s reply and then all kind of justification around why I am doing this to her.
There was maybe the under influence of the principle or otherwise I felt that Instead of building the community I am just acting out of self interest.