Day #63.

Today morning there suppose to be the presentation and I was at unease that no one was making any preparation and then I message shashi and later went down stare and said people we will do it at 10:30 and then started at 10.00. I felt a little uncomfortable, saying shiva and clinching when their code starts to break down and all. pretending to write.

My general expectation that it should be great but alex batch disappointed. I thought I will give them the day off. relative let down.

In feedback I gave positive feedback to almost all and quiet negative feedback to team 1 in front of every one and that made the room serious. After that I gave in room lash out and advice to team 1 which they didn’t apply.

I felt as if alex was too much over smart and wasn’t listening.

After lunch I took a walk, and realise I that I wasn’t leading properly, so I went back and did a code review for everyone.

In code review I was again critical to alex and he start to revolt back, he wasn’t taking any feedback infect he should be in terms of his code was poor in structure but he was closed. and then I told him to look at the code of satyansh and all the room went quiet and he start to defend himself and in a way attack me, saying he will have 4 things and all.

In the evening when I was giving them the final lecture alex started to challenge me there is nothing and I replied people have done it before,

In the meditation I felt for sometimes these are just thoughts.