Day #68.

Father was quiet happy with all the test and the support and at one point he said today’s whole day is went because of me, in the evening I return his money and he didn’t offer back even though I have no intention of keeping it, “I” felt bad.

There was this dentist who was instead of telling us what should be done in terms of dental health was giving his own serman, out of unbalanced politness he took way too much time from us and I sit unnecassarily.

There was an incident when I asked for the ultrasound to again an amature women who was doing her “Job” and out of carelessness she said you can go, i also lied that my father had 1-2 litter water few hours back.

To mom I gave the feedback of the report in somewhat negative light.

I was tired but I make sure all the work related to father is done.

There was consistent “I” making all kind of suggestions and taking all kind of things personally, behind the scene there was a sense of detachment from it though.