Day #70.
There was this tussle of wether I am doing this to protect the ego or practice this domination, In front of that girl in ccd I was feeling I should dominate but I acted nicely. The whole day it was I should dominate asking for the water. I was acting wired some places.
There was a slight unease about the mini’s eye contact. I was scolding mom when i could actually explain her better. Father was very happy about the routine.
Prachi made food at 10:30, I wanted to go for the CCD early but had to wait for the food.
When I asked for the green tea and it was not there than I got kind of confused and order chai in a way. I could defer the time and make better choice.
I asked for the pulav and the silence was telling me it was not pleasing request. also prachi made financial request today.