Day #70.

There was this tussle of wether I am doing this to protect the ego or practice this domination, In front of that girl in ccd I was feeling I should dominate but I acted nicely. The whole day it was I should dominate asking for the water. I was acting wired some places.

There was a slight unease about the mini’s eye contact. I was scolding mom when i could actually explain her better. Father was very happy about the routine.

Prachi made food at 10:30, I wanted to go for the CCD early but had to wait for the food.

When I asked for the green tea and it was not there than I got kind of confused and order chai in a way. I could defer the time and make better choice.

I asked for the pulav and the silence was telling me it was not pleasing request. also prachi made financial request today.

 
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