Day #71.
In meditation I sit in adhisthan, there are different sensations sleepy, blocking, and smooth, in blocking it is hard to move back. moving back and forth reveals the pattern.
With Lin I started kissing and then it was moving more towards the passion, mind has its way to create the opposing force on true beliefs.
I was writing the know what matters, and I reached a point where It was hard to move forward and requires energy a force to push forward.
In Chulha chohki we ordered veg because I thought she likes it but it was not what she wanted nor i have any strong wish to eat that. out of niceness we did something that none of us actually wanted to do.