Day #83.

Lin told me in the morning that I look like girl and than she said sometime I am stupidily stubborn. Both things hit my mind.

I was feeling not so good than I started following the trail of doom, and getting worse and then I do the vipassana came back to normal quickly.

There was a tug of war between thoughts in the sense should we do communication course together or should I continue deceptive mind on my own.