Day #84.

Me and Lin had a serious fight today, We were sitting and she was complaining about I am not a good house helper and she had already decided, and what I had to say about this cooker not fixing etc. She was probably looking for more security and I was feeling enough and said I think it is unhealthy to continue she left without me I called and then she came kind of a tense env. Mind is flipping both ways.

I went to office and work on algos. I couldn’t prioritize the relationship

In the evening I notice she was going somewhere alone and I followed, I couldn’t meditate and this flipping of mind is constantly there.