Day #94-95.

Yesterday I was angry at doing things out of obligation and maybe I am with lin because I can not say no to the good people. I started getting annoyed and angry, she cooked for me, try to make up and started crying, that made me even more angry and than we blamed each other and slept in our rooms.

Yesterday I spent time in vedic cafe, and order some food because it didn’t feel fair to sit and not order.

I ordered sandwitch with white bread, while I know I can order fruit bowl.

Today in the morning I endup getting up slightly early so Lin didn’t left without talking to me.

Whole afternoon the thought related to fight was revolving. In the home we had make up again.

I talked to arpana today.