Desireless and self love

When there is no real expectation. There is no tension. And it feels easy. In the presence of the desire the childish mind becomes more uncomfortable in the absence of the desire, oh it is so much easy and fun.

When I need nothing from other people I can listen to them, help them. Care for them, in a way.

There is so much freedom and power in this. You automatically become superior to the people who are rolling in the desires.

No desires and just smiling and laughing. Because of nothing but just your nature. This grounded understanding that no kind of desire can actually satisfy or stay. The mood can keep fluctuating infinitely. When experiencing desires mind don’t even listen.

Imagine if that is true, I am the universe. I am certainly not the body or mind. If I am really life, life is in everything. And my problem is this misunderstood thoughts. What do I need after that.

In a way centered.