Different Possibility of actions.

So one possibility of relationship is to drop this pursuit all together and spend more time in meditation and vipassana and come to know myself more deeply.

The second option is to go further with Lin full throtal, kill any ambiguity, commit to her and continue your journey anyway.

The another option is to close the connection with her all together. Or continue it as it is going that will give you more time to understand your self, the final option with her to close the connection all together.

The fourth option is to explore other relationships with different people.