dubai

provably next week I will move to dubai. and this post is all about what I would like to do there. what is this journey is all about.

one thing that I am noticing in me these days, I have a stand on things but not in a egoistic way, may be it is coming from the combination of books I read, experiences of this year and out of bit more peaceful mind. I can see much clearly where is the problem and what should be the correct remedy, doesn’t mean i am strong enough to do the right thing all the time. but more often than not I am looking inside me for the remedy. also this stand and respect for inner self seems to empowering me to cut off a lot of non essential stuffs.

so what are the essential stuff and where I am going to focus my energy this year!, of-course it’s not like I am close to serendipity. or taming fear of uncertainty with a plan. it’s more of the consciously choosing where to focus my energy.

the most obvious thing to do is grow spiritually. this is the real substance. know as much I could know about myself with meditation. live as healthy as I could. understand my body and understand my mind, nothing is more interesting, enjoyable and important.

but the good thing is daily real life challenges would be provided and I have a great chance to really grow spiritually.

so the point is if challenge is good in term of building my spiritual self, I don’t really need to look beyond my workplace. than I can look somewhere else for higher challenge like NGO. but there is no hurry. it’s not like I would be happy once I work on that thing.

spiritual practice seems like a huge PIE. and direct strengthen practice is meditation and exercise. which is relatively small share. the real meat of the practice is the work. and there is only two elements to it.

do I care about being able to write namshi.com like website, and is this challenging enough to be enjoyable!,
programming was the most fascinating thing I’ve witnessed in my life. and it still excites me. I don’t know anything else ( in terms of a skill ) which is functionally and aesthetically this good. so yes I do care about programming and being good at it. on the other hand I am not sure how deep I would like to go on to this. may be at some point I would like to increase breadth, but one thing I am sure as concrete I want so bad to go this deep ( where I could build namshi ). for me there is nothing more interesting, enjoyable and important than this in terms of work.

so here it is the clearest things i want to do would be minute to minute spiritual growth and technical growth to the point where i could build namshi.

I actually want to build an space where I could comfortably focus on these. so these are the criteria to find a place to live. can I exercise and meditate without too much interference! and can I learn technically with less distraction!