Getting back on the feet.
Last few weeks I was acting as weakling, indecisive, dependent, defensive, instead of giving the opinions trying to protect myself. Floating. Instead of accepting the shortcoming defending them. Feeling hesitant to express myself. and it is as if I am adding on it.
Not only I am not utilising the incredible opportunity given to me, One I am wasting time, and then I am becoming more weaker.
So what happened.
One is I made some mistake and I took it personally and I am trying so hard to justify myself, afraid of others judgement. I am trying so hard to justify my reputation, unable to laugh on myself.
I am not feeling comfortable making mistake. The mistake I made was one I took it lightly and I acted based on assumptions rather than data. I was over confident, the path of action I chose I was poor.
So here was the challenge. I needed to teach these kids. I needed to learn programming myself. I needed to learn how to teach. Learning to work in a team and startup.
I needed to learn the programming back
- Aptitude Questions.
- Command Line.
- Git
- CSS/ Responsive design.
- React | Redux
- Async Programming
- Es6
- Rest
- Tools for the web developer
- Node| Express| Mongodb
- Javascript Building Env.
- Securing App.
- Refreshing Javascript.
So in my own learning could I have done better. Given the situations I think I did a fairly good job. I don’t think I could have done better job if I was doing it myself.
In this batch. I have learned
- Nodejs Database, JWT, Logging, microservice,
- Express and backend essential training.
- Eslint, VScode.
- Devops basics.
- AWS.
- I am still pushing and in next five weeks, I will get the hang of deployment and networking and maybe some design patterns.
I will be very competent end to end in next few weeks, and It is possible to start working on some major company in this stack. move from there as a team lead and so on.
The second job was to teach the kids.
Here to be honest I put the effort but on one level I knew not enough to teach them efficiently, and then at one point I was also a bit overwhelemed.
The glaring failure here was that after the deployment farhin, vishvjeet, mayank and venktesh came back, they had to fire venktesh, although you already gave up on him.
And this happened again in the taking interview, although if you notice it didn’t happened in the first time.
It is that my judgement around people’s aptitude was very wrong.
You need to answer this aptitude question.
Then I need to