goal

at a given time, for example now. there is only one or two things I can do. and knowing and creating a clear goal is what I desperately need. I am in strange confusing state. and it is just sucking time. even having domains is not enough. there has to be a very clear goal and deadline. or it will strech forever.

this is exactly what I need, something like project house. think hard and decide what you need to do this month and than stop thinking about other stuff. and do it. next month we will do other stuff. there is break commond. and that is when you have enough information to decide what you were doing is something which you have no more interest in achiving, work with whatever spiritual sanity you have. this is very important. explore yourself in all the front, knowledge alone is uselss without experience.