I am ok with this descomfort

At one level I am ok with this discomfort. the discomfort of the mind. all the screaming, suggestions, action, reaction and everything, what I am not ok with and what I am coming out of is the lack of direction. these are dwindling desires.

To be honest I am going through this transitions rather bravely. The only thing that really matters at the moment to continue your practice and supporting yourself financially.