Interest.

There are certain kind of interest that are rooted in desire. And it becomes the drive. The desire is rooted in knowledge and mental image.

Coming number one in class, cracking IIT, freelancing. Mastering programming, going outside India, booz and party. Looking better. becoming better in programming. Meditation. Becoming an excellent programmer. Living outside India. The marraige and becoming better in soical aspect. Vipassana. Health. Vedanta. MetaInsight. Reading.

The key desire which has a lot of force were becoming programmer. Mediation and sprituatliy, And finding partner and social mastery. MetaInsight.

In programming I had some kind of interest from early on, which manifested as work, and then the unease of not being able to do the best job was driving me. There was deep innocent belief of happiness. the image was truly chased with that github project. And was totally accomplished with agent zero. With that desire kind of fade out.

The desire of meditation came from tushita, and it is growing with vipassana, and it will fade with self realisation. And desire in any object itself will fade with that.

The desire of social inadequacy and partner was rooted from very early, Akhil and Medha. Even before. It will fade with Lin or maybe some experience. So with other social aspect.

The desire for MetaInsight came after watching countless videos by Jonathan and knowledge of swadharma, it was not as much desire but more calculated step. At the moment it seems to be faded out. Desire for the bussiness seems to take its place. Rooted in understanding of survival and freedom.

Desire of disolving ego by serving. Traveling the world to grow socially. Starting a scalable bussiness. Self relizations. Health etc are originating.