justifying internal conflicts !

so when I don’t feel good. of-course the reason is because the situation is not right. ya maybe it is the job ! oh it’s the friends, or may be it’s the right partner. money, fame. or if it is a hopeless situation than education did it to me. maybe parents. look how mean the world is. or may be it is all because of the weather. did you see how hot it is. how could anyone be happy ( even if you are sitting in AC ). blame on something. or take the refuge in denial.

the reality is entirely something else. I sit on the meditation and close all the input channel. and the dance of desire, deception and tricks begins. I can’t see, hear, touch or smell anything but I am unhappy. blaming for things I am not even experiencing.

the source of pain, the conflicts, the wounds are inside. and it can only be healed from the inside. they are nothing but hopelessly stingy belief, and the world is doing nothing but keep reminding you about them.

a wound can not be healed until you cut it open. clean the rotten flesh. and allow it to recover. the worse strategy is the denial.