Karma Yoga.
There is constant chatter in the mind, I should do that, If I do that it means this, If I do something else It means that. It comes from some kind of understanding and than some judgement happens and all disolve with some kind of latent expression, I have no faith in this process.
what is taking it place is a little bit mysterious. Some work is coming up everyday and I am interacting and doing it at the best of my ability. In a way I am not giving an perticular direction to life but acting with perfection and when life present opportunity I am interacting with it, with complete force.
I am also expressing whatever is inside me. and adding actions which I know will genuienly help other people.
So in a way, I am going to Act not think but Act morning to evening at best of my capacity, some ideas are being generated in my mind, and I am acting them, than there are some opportunity that comes up and I engage with it as well. on concious level I am also adding me actions which are helping other.