Know what matters - Spirituality.

Spirituality - There seems to be two level of spirituality, one is on the level of doer and enjoyer and another is on the level of awareness. I and the structure and laws of nature of the level and success and survival all belongs to the level of I and beliefs. Meditation, scriptures, libration and what is beyond that belongs to the level of awareness.

On the level of I and beliefs, there is this series of cause and effect that creates the another I from the last I. There are a bunch of I that keep changing, confident, confusing, doubting, loving, compassionate etc. they are constantly changing and are very dependent on the structure of beliefs.
You can select certain I’s which are better than others and feed them.

So there are these I’s, beliefs, past impressions, emotions. Understand this block clearly when this block becomes visibly clear, that itself changes the structure of beliefs and align it with.

So this block has to be understood and arranged. The vipassana is incredibly helpful in that, in senes it allows me to gain more awareness by loosing more of the samskaras and just constantly seeing myself internally I can just experientially do it better.

Second aspect of spiriutality is to leave the block and know myself beyond the mind and body. and then maybe even further. thought is not much of the use in that direction but the scripture, observations and a constant practice are.

There is this sense of living in the unknown like not being clear on wether to keep the house or move back on the foot.