Know what you did.

Let’s take a step back and get yourself some prespective.

2014, 3 years back, completely lost, making another project hopelessly moving in the direction of nowhere. No understanding of what is important. Working hard to keeping myself in the shape.Watching wierd internet things. Facebook. Looking for a new tv show to keep myself engaged. Looking for happiness in parties….

2017, meditated sincerely from last 3 years. 5 vipassana retreat. 2 tushita. Read bhagwat gita | gita, Tao the ching, 4 agreements, unthread soul, satiphatan, thinking fast and slow, how to live good life, autobiographies, organically stopped watching tv, porn, streamlined Facebook, masturbation, and slowly letting the thoughts go. buying tools. Serving in ahshayien, affermations, and analytical meditations. Run so many different experiments. Intentionally living every minute calibrated learning from 70 weeks. Before that 70 weeks of spiritual Sundays. At the moment I am the point where I intellectually understand the spiritual structure. I cant watch the voice and the mind. And consistently recalibreating and moving upward.

2014, Zero social understanding and a lot of social fear, in a hopeless realtionship with namarta, dhoodh, can’t say no, imagine the realtionship with Akshada, poor hygiene. The brittle household. Qualifying all the time. bringing chocolate for just falafel girl. Shutting down anything that says realtionship.

2017, Move out with namarta. Admited to myself, and decided to grow. Read hygiene, hairstyle, dress, Aron, 48 laws of power, rational male, game books, transcation analysis, boundaries, influence, charisma, 3% man, superior man, assertiveness, how to live a good life, mastery of love, thoughly intellectual understanding with my own 5 layer framework, 3 types of practice, and ego vs love. practicing and observing conversations with 100s of people. Actually mastering the art of conversation. Start Dating Esabell. Lara.. den girl, Hawaii girl.. ritika, deepika, preksha.. Lin. Mastering all the aspect of relationship. Beautiful realtionship with brothers family. Good relationship with family. Acting, speechcraft, hostel. Experincing talking for the sake of talking, discomfort of not talking. sharing, awakwardness, resonance, disconnect, receprocity, lifting up. Domination. Calibration, love, intimacy, ego, acceptance. Expericing friendship with Sohail, hrishi, Raveendra, J. The group daynamics with London group, NLP, yoga retreat… hygiene and hair style. understanding emotions and emotional tank… stop watching porn and mastebation. Deep exeperntial understanding of being alone, friendship, relationship, family, control, love.

2014, doing p90x | insanity with a diet.

2017, Read become veg, spend time to understand different practice. Starting yoga, anatomy books, 3 Hi courses, rishikesh, a 1000yoga for 5-6 months, Sandeep classes. Self practice by design your own class. Ayurveda, David frawely, the salad diet, juice diet, stop coffee, drinking 3 ltr water, slowly implementing habit of eating Satvik food only. Fruits, b12 checkup. Walnuts. In a good physical health. Love eating food now. Eating good food only, on itermediate yoga level. Learn to cook.

2014, Leaving job, mastering JavaScript, working at namshi, learning about swadharma, strength test. Reimagining work, building website, writing blog, creating video and then upgrading setup to create better videos on youtube, moving towards writing a book, speech, online course, workshshop. Calibratedely growing in the experential understanding of entreprenuership. Taking courses to improve the creation. Reading marketing management, AdWords, reading rich dad, richest man, intellegent investor,

Can you see the process, or simply move spirally. Lost to centered, unable to communicate and withdraw to know what you want and experintally skilled to get that. JavaScript developer to completed the arc and moving towards meaningful work, p90x to yoga and integrated healthy eating.