last working day.

tomorrow will be my last working day in namshi. what I am feeling is either calm or just dull. a bit of emotionless, the mood is not really caring about anything much. even though it is a peak phase. it feels like a execution phase. probably because I have next month plan out ( kind of - atleast I know where I will be sleeping ).

I have this seed of an idea that I will be mastering the art of social daynamics. and probably reading a lot of books. but that’s about it. I am somewhat not feeling the need of a plan. lets see how it goes.

the more pressing question seems like what I should be doing now. I am definitely reading a lot of books and even sort of induldging in them should I continue ?. I should be taking actions but I am not feeling enough energy for that. there is some logistics but I am sure they will carry out with time.

it is somwhat autopilot. and I need to strategize it. I think it makes sense of continue reading. relax and enjoy the ride till you reach retreat house. take a sort of break. read if you want to. but it is not necessary.