Learning of the day #11. Walking the talk.

I said many things to Lin. And then did not do it. Infect I was taking the easy steps. Confused steps. Indecisive steps.

She replied slightly hard. I might have misread it. But it gave me a wake up call to keep my words.

Given I am going through a bit of challenging times. In terms of I don’t have clear vision. But it doesn’t mean I can take the easy steps.

I am still doing the best I know. But this is the effect of acting on those week moments. ANd they have to go.

I was confused about horizontal and vertical exploration. But I keep engaging in both. This was wrong. And that is the punishment.

You must be clear. And until you are so. You should not act in that area.

I came out Hippocrates in the case of Lin. I told I don’t want to meet her. And then went banging her door. Then I told I don’t want mail and then I send her messages. Learn you lesson and stick with your words.

 
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